Well today was the day... it was the day I have been waiting and not waiting for. My little darling started the big K... that's right all of a sudden she turned 5 and then two weeks later I am dropping her off at a REAL school for kindergarten! I was so distraught, I didn't sleep a wink last night. She was so giddy with excitement that I got visably upset...
Why does she want to leave me and go to school so bad? Why is she growing up so fast? Is she already old enough to drive? Ok that's pushing it BUT really where has 5 years gone? Where was my time to prepare for this? I am not ready to let go. I am not ready to let her do this... There are still too many what if's.
What if the kids pick on her because she walks funny? What if the kids are not nice to her? What if they make fun of her wheel chair? What if she gets hurt? OHHHHHHHHH please help me, what can I do to relinquish control???
Here is her proud moment prior to entering her school career.... awwwwww how sad I am...
She looks so cute! I am sp proud of you for doing this blog. If for nothing else, at least Cai will be able to see it one day and know what she means to you! I love you both!
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